ain's life story..enduring the sadness,,

2009-08-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

life..argh..sori to all my bloggers fren...very bz lor..studying..
left with 68 days..im half left to study..
past few days mit up with apit my fren..
he teach a new to eat double cheese burger wif bbq sauce...wah..damn nice
i used to have a crash on him..n lately he tooo had a crash on me..
but i told myself not to go into relation so early i still go a long way to go..
i regret to give apai a chance to be wif me..i thought his the last one..
but he change,,argh..k forget...not worth it to talk about him animore..
lately in skul was down with fever and stomachace..
thnks to my two besties..ivy and sukhpreet for their help..sori if i throw my temper at u guys..
k,,kla tats all for today..nn a reminder 23 more days to my birthdae!!
on 7 sept 2009 k..remember..wan a lot of presents!!
especially chocs n teedy!

to all my best frens

2009-07-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

hey..sori lately been bz wif schoool...
everday go back late den have to study lor..haha
wat to do..endure la....a few more mnths to go...
shit..im down with high fever 39.0...
feel like dieing...but today went to the doctor..now ok alreadi...

i miss all my frens,,sery,haniz, azlin, afif,rai, ayie, mis..syed,fadhil , zack and afifah..
feel quite alone without them...they are the ones hu brigten up my days of life...
they never fail to make me laugh..they are like my big bros n sistas...they always there for me wen im in need, a shoulder to cry on n a place to share my problems with...
i reali hope i can mit u guys k...haiyooo....i hope u guys would not forget me..but one day if guys do..yr names will alwalys remain in my heart k...kla tats all

bad day!

2009-07-09T19:19:00.000-07:00

haiyoo..down with fever..37.7..flu..
hope i get well sooon...

school start!!

2009-07-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

hey..school start and guess wat..the school now sounded like a hospital..haha
have to take three temp...den nid to wash hands with some sort of hand anti bacterial soap..haha
but i think its good so that we all can kick that stupid virus out..
the school supply us with free food...and guess they put veg in my food..ewww...haha..i move it aside..
my best fren azlin got high fever n shes restless..i asked her to go doctor she say she lazy...
its like omg...its like H1N1 now...i hope she get well aites..
ok lor gtg..must study organic chem..n english..tc
to afifah..enjoy it..hapi birthday..!!

boring day

2009-06-27T05:04:00.000-07:00

me and my sis!sery and ain

she wore black pink

i wore pink black...

and best of all we didnt plan!!wow!!

the picture above was taken long ago..im jus miss her haha!

hey bloggers..last two days had wonderful food day..

im aunt cook lemak crab..and nestum with prawn wow!!

but both damn spicy till i had to drink 1 big bottle of plain water...

but overall nice!!=)

yesterdae grandma bought me new dress!!

n guess what...my mum bought me a gold necklace...aww they so the sweet

im having flu oso...

den talk with syed till 1..den his mum is so friendly and has a cute voice..

den wen to slip..

today my grandma oso bought me a necklace tat cost abt 10 dollar

i reali apperciate it grandma..hehe...

today damn boring lor..but i find being single is quite fun...

u dont have to think abt it and u can have lots of frens and learn their attitude and background..

tried to study humanities..but i cant..mayb i try study after midnight but scared of ghost la.hahaha..ok la..that all for today..2 more days to my guitar!!!and i mis u sery!!!!!!

am i crazy??

2009-06-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

hei ther bloggers..didnt update my blog cos suddenly my stupid com got coonection..haha..its crazy jus like me..i have been eating kfc and lots of choclates stuffs this week..haha..but dont understand...try to get fat..yesterdae my fren zirah came to my place jus to sit around and chit chat..haha..den went to ntuc and bought huge van houten choclate..haha.see told u guys..im damn stress...n also yesterdae fought with shah on the phone..jus cos he hate my attitude...i knw my attitude suck..but im trying to change it..cant u jus forgive and forget...u dont have to make me suffer like dis..argh!!!
and to one of my ex..whom have got my msg this week..
i knw its hard for u..im not forcing u..i knw u need time..
think wisely...
and the happy part of the story is that i ll be gettin my guitar mondae!!
thnks syed..ahhahaha=)
cu bloggers

starting to smile=)

2009-06-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

a kid in me!!=)

hey bloggers im now at mac at loyang point..haha..im with afifah..she is busy studying her

geography beside me=)..haha..she doesnt know im talkin bout her...haha had icecream..n it turn out to be like the above pics!haha kiut kan!lol.i finally met the other cute guy that i mention earlier..he has a friendly face..haha..to syed:haha..jgn salah kira duit...hehe and nice meeting u=)..i found a new fren today..his name is shah..he now serving ns..den last saturdae he and me we wen for a movie called drag me to hell..OMG!!the story was damn scary..i shouted so many times...i puzzled why the peple around me do not have any reaction..haha..kla bloogers i update u guys soo k=)

happyday!!

2009-06-15T02:21:00.000-07:00

adik shasha n me!!=)

hey!sori to tell u guys that my com..crazy la..yesterdae went to malay occasion..den saw one of my cousin..its like..OMG!!he is so hot...he kip smiling at me..and my little cosin shasha likes to tease me...for day..im at mac with afifah.den.had kfc...yummy chicken..haha..n one funny thin happen to me..my dress strap came off n i was so embarrassed..n bought pins..to clip it together...haha..kla..jus tat lor..cnt updated much..my com batt low..see u guys

anotherday of stressness

2009-06-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

hey fifah..thnks aniwae for reading my blog aites..sori if nvr updated hor..was to bz and caught up with school..asl da lama tk nmpak..mls la tu nk gi skul..haha..im oso gettin fatter jus to let go of all the sadness and stressness in me.haha..i meet another new fren called fadhil..his my new band member..n bloogers out there who is following my blog..dun be shock that now there is TWO KIUT(comel)guy tat is chasing me..bt..i jus dun knw y after faizal left me..my heart is not ready to accept any guys yet although sometimes they are so the despo..haha..but both the boys knw that i contact with each of them..so it seems fair la..but i feel as if im having two boyfee..but actually i have none...im trying to be fair so that neither of them shall not feel ngelected by me..k..for today i had my o level fn practical..n..my grilled burger was burnt..but it taste tasty though..the only dish that didnt turn out was my fried prawns..it taste awful...eeeim gone update the photo soon but not today...i miss my bestfriend sery and azlin..and afifah..i hope they are well and leading a happy life..talking about being well..my eyes is sore...argh..hope i get well soon k..ok...update..again
scheduled

my new fren

2009-06-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

haahaha..today the happiest dae meet a new fren..
his name is izzuddin...he's a funny guy
he always like to crack jokes and make me smile all the time
u made my day!!haha..
sorry i dun have his pics..mayb next time aites!!
tata..btw have to go to school tomorrow..haha

another day of my boring n sad life..

2009-06-01T04:40:00.000-07:00

it is jus another life of boring n sad life....hhmmm..glad to say my fren can do the gce o lvl mt exam..haha gud for her..hope she get the grades she wants..i dun know what goin on with me this few days..i have been a lazy bum..jus layin around eatin snacks...i jus dun knw where to start maths?el?sci?humanities?fn?..argh!!!i jus losing all the motivation
OMG!!what wrong with me!!
n yesterdae my ex called me asking me to patch with him...
i think he is jus not showing me any respect or appericiation..
jus like my four besties..ayie,rai,sam,and misuari..im not relating u guys abt me not performing on 6 of june..its jus not my luck..but u guys jus dont see how big i reali teasure our friendship n i can see tat none of u r showing that im even a friend tat u guys always remember..
if u guys r reading my blog..i jus wanna say thnks for everything

im i alone now??

2009-05-30T07:10:00.000-07:00

hey bloggers sori lately my com spoil..so like the world is dark...haha...lol..i guess there's alot of thing happenin to me..i flung my mid year...haiz..i was like so bz with my band group(the lost remenisce)but...after all tat hard work i put in...they didnt show me their respect jus because of a stupid tat i didnt entertain..n jus becos tat guy dun wan see my face, they dont wan me to perform..now i reali knw who r the ppl who reali care abt me n my FEELINS!!afif n sery if u guys r reading my blog..i wanna say thnks to the both of u for being there although i made u guys angry..i dun knw i feel tat im alone enduring this loneliness...is this the punishment for wat i have done in this world..all does sin...i jus dun knw...k..

tat was the sad part of the story
the happiest part is

i got my com back..n i can blog...lol
k gtg peeps
tc
love ain

do i stil love hym??

2009-04-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

hey there ppl..
yesterday my ex have been hangin around my block area...
i oso had no idea..it like he is there for the whole of yesterdae....
i jus dont knw weather we have actuali broke off or not...
i tried to call his phone but i didnt manange to reach hym...
i can see all the view of hym and hu he was with from my kicthen window...
wen i saw hym..i thought that he wanted to c me..but i was wrong...
wen he saw me he didnt even tok to me...
b4 we gt into a conflict,he promised me that he will change..he will prove my parents wrong..
but those are jus empty words..it is so hurtful to see hym hugging other gerls
and yesterdaei kept standin at the kitchen for more den 20 times...
i dun knw what goin on with me.. although i have a guy, i cant bear to c my ex with other girls..
it's becos i still love hym???i jus dun knw...
and guess wat,he still there...now...i cant bear to c his situation like dis..
it hurt alot..
for my guy, im sori..im jus confused..
but be assure i will love no matter wat..
now that i make things clearer..i n hym has nothin to do any more...

k...and not to forget todays el paper 1 was quite ok

kla gtg..
update soon
bye

new blogger

2009-04-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

hey there all blogger..im ain..current 17....
just getting started blogging...
im a friendly gal..but dun make me go mad..u wont like...
today im jus bored...i have to study for my english paper tomorrow..
haiyoo lazy sey..opps before i forget.im att...to a guy name zack..itsnot his really name aniwae..
i hope to get knw some of the bloggers here...do link me aites..tc